I have just about had enough of this crazy mind of mine and all of it’s thoughts. I am a thirty-seven year old unmarried parent of four- with two grandchildren. My kids range in age from 15-23, and I’m getting damn near closer to being by myself soon…. something I am just not used to but now realize I need to prepare for. They are the four reasons, after all that I have been through, I have been able to keep living and moving on. They are why I have lived my life for the last 23 plus years. This crazy mind of mine always thought they would be around like when they were younger. Its is very hard to let go.